urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh ...don't you dare forget you would kill for this 2004-06-26T20:36:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:7056 2004-06-26T20:36:48Z 2004-06-26T20:36:48Z summer hasnt really been fun yet<br />and i dont like the idea of me working,<br />hopefully we will be going to the beach tomorrow.<br />nothing to do today, <br />i tryed cleaning my room but that is kinda boring, <br />i havent seen alot of people since school ended,<br />i hope this summer gets more interesting urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:6688 2004-06-10T02:24:24Z 2004-06-10T02:24:24Z yayya summer is soooo here, tonight i went swimming then took a shower then ate ice cream i felt like such a little kid again. 1 month and 20 days till my birthday !! yayayay. i wanna run around and catch lighting bugs<br />but i did not do as well as i thought on my exam. ohhh...<br /><br /><br />sooo many reasons why i love summer<br />beach<br />no school <br />swimming <br />ice cream <br />catching lighting bugs <br />summer rain<br />sneaking out with N.L<br />my birthday<br />summer clothes<br />and soo much more but the wedding singer is on and im gunna go watch it <br /><br />:) - me <br /><br /> "its serious stuff, NOT THAT SERIOUS!!"-girl from the facewash commerical urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:6525 2004-06-02T02:03:53Z 2004-06-02T02:03:53Z why ello, the weather has not been lovely lately. i wish it would get better alot better, i long for the beach.<br /> i wanna go ever so bad. schools almost over but the weather doesnt feel like it. my birthday is in a month and 28 days the count down has began. i love ice cream cake. people are not my favorite things. i hate let downs. and i hate when you promise your self something and it just cant be done. dont know what to write. have sooo much homework. goodbye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:6258 2004-05-02T23:06:22Z 2004-05-02T23:06:22Z blahhh, i havent written in a longg time. soo.. i got a new cell phone but i forgot if i have free text messaging and if i dont, thats not good<br /><br />friday night hung out with people i havent seen in a long time, pretty boring<br /><br />saturday night went to sandras suprise party got pretty heart glasses<br /><br />today i didnt do anything really except alot of homework that was due last week<br />i think im gunna take a shower and then go out <br /><br />tootles urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:5963 2004-04-19T02:07:31Z 2004-04-19T02:07:31Z i havent wrote in like the longest time, colie is in flordia and i miss her oh so very much<br /><br />i wore such a pretty skirt today<br /><br />i hate the fact that i care about things 1000 times more then anybody eles<br />there all just like what can i do about it and scence i care, i get all mad about it, that happens to me alll the time, it happens with every one i know.<br /><br />i wanna go out soo much <br /><br />tomorrow i have school and i dont like that<br /><br />i wanna go out its so nice and i was gunna go to patricks but rich is gay and he looked at the tv and now he forgot about me and is watching tv. <br /><br />people are gay<br /><br />my spring break sucked soo much<br /><br />i really dont like the life that i live<br /> <br /><br />i wannnnnnnna go outtttttt <br />i care about people and things soo much more then they care. that makes me soo mad. <br /><br />i wanna have my licence soo much <br />3 more months, so that should be fun<br /><br />my nana is in the hospital, she had a heart attack and i feel bad for her, i hope she gets better.<br /><br />i want nicole to come home,things arent the same with out her, like shes the best person to smoke with and drink with and just sit there with other people arent fun. <br /><br />i hung out with pats friends last night and i was alittle messed up but still i hated it, i just felt stupid for being there.<br /><br />people change<br /><br />my friends from 1st grade arent that close anymore that hurts, they care about what they look like and their boyfriends, and how they can do everything they want but their boyfriends arent allowed to do a thing with out them<br /><br />i dont wanna go to work tomorrow either<br /><br />i have like 500 people on my buddy list and i only talk to a selective few. thats weird <br /><br />im wearing a ring that has a lion on it and its crazy.<br /><br />this is a very long entry but i havent wrote in a long time and i have nothing eles to do <br /><br />im getting a cell phone this weekend <br />i had one but n.l droped it in water and it broke, thats okay though cause im gunna get a pretty one<br /><br />i wanna get a tatto, im jelouse of chrissy i like her tatto, lucky lady <br /><br />the breakfast club is on , and even though i love the movie i cant sit still and watch it cause i wanna go out soo much but its not going to happen cause im a loser and the gay people i know wont go out.<br /><br />my stomach hurts<br /><br />schools over in 2 months, cause we have like a week of april left and then mays gunna go by fast and then its june, and then its summer,yayay!!!!!!<br /><br /><br />im gunna go find something to do. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:5674 2004-04-02T02:40:50Z 2004-04-02T02:40:50Z Wednesday was a good day but no work yay which made it wonderful, but god hates me and now i have a sprained ankle i think i did alot more though to it<br /><br />yaaaa tomorrows friday<br /><br />spring break is soon<br /><br />i hate how you get excited about something and then it doesnt happen i get that alot <br /><br />my boss hates me she watches me and when i do something wrong she loves to run up to me and yell at me <br /><br />i wanna go out im soo bored<br /><br />i keep getting mail to be in the army and i dont know why they would want me so much, i couldnt never shoot anyone and im to lazy to do that stuuff<br /><br />when i get older im gunna be an astronaut. <br /><br />if it didnt hurt to run i so would.<br /><br />if i didnt have a sprained ankle i wouldnt run but now that i do i want to<br /><br />chg;ocfjg 'xfds<br />g lk<br /><br />never the first to know urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:5553 2004-03-31T02:09:25Z 2004-03-31T02:09:25Z yeah so im on the phone with N.P.A.L and we jsut made up a game: <br /><br />Im in love with these boys.......<br />A-Ace of Base<br />B- Bart Simpson<br />C-Cory Feldmen<br />D-Dever Max<br />E-Edward sissor hands<br />F-Frank Armeta <br />G-Gorge Jung<br />H-Harry Potter<br />I-Issac Handson<br />J-Jesse Lacy<br />K-Kurt Coban<br />L-Larry king live<br />M-Meat loaf<br />N-Nick Perotie<br />O-Omally the ally cat<br />P-Peter pan<br />Q-Quinn<br />R-Mr.Rogers<br />S-Spooh<br />T- Teddy Rosevelt<br />U-Ulessys S.Grant<br />V-Van Wilder <br />W-Will Nawiki<br />X-Xavier<br />Y-Younger<br />Z-Zed<br />yea so that was sometimes fun. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:5238 2004-03-28T23:14:31Z 2004-03-28T23:14:31Z lkjdfljfdhfkjhgjkvcmnfnfkhgjkh YEAH NEW JERSEY!!!2#@#@#! like what motherfucker invasion?!?!<br /><br />yes. this is nicole patricia anastasia limatola. jaclyn never updates her el jay anymore so im going to do it for her.<br /><br />currently, JH is getting something to drink from the kitchen.<br /><br />today she woke up and went shopping with her mom. she got the prettiest shirt and skirt and stole a sexy belt.<br /><br />then she went to 55 fifth street and picked me up. we went to subway for lunch because subway is good to eat. she won a free cookie and i won chips. we made our way to stop and shop and saw some of them hot boys otherwise known as andrew, pisco, alan, joe, mike and brian. we then after departed and came back here to 226 union ave aka the hellam's residence.<br /><br />the girl is now back upstairs, she's sitting on the other side of the room indulging herself in a glass of wine. she keeps telling me things about my ass but i really don't understand what she is saying. i think she's talking french now, but whatever.<br /><br />are we going to patrick robert's house tonight for our sunday ritual? that is the debate of today. and im wondering just what will the outcome be.<br /><br />there is a wooden whistle on the desk and it has red picture of a train on it. it says "train whistle" and i bet your just dying to know what kind of sound it makes.<br /><br />im sitting next to chris carraba. he's so loud and annoying. you probably thought he was cool, calm and collective because of dashboard, but he's not. he is quite the opposite.<br /><br />im watching what women want. i never saw this movie before. but mel gibson is very good looking for being so old.<br /><br />omgOMG.<br /><br />love,<br />nicole&lt;3<br /><br /><b>VERMONT TOWNS VOTE AGAINST BIOTECH FOODS!!!!!!!?!!?!?</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:4944 2004-03-18T02:35:32Z 2004-03-18T02:36:26Z yeah, so, when you think your day is horrible, it gets worse. <br /><br />people suck.<br /><br />i hate crater face girl,<br />and some guy who has really yellow teeth and is gay <br />and 2 other people suck. <br />i had a normal day but then its 6 :15 and ever since then it just keeps on getting worst <br /><br />might go snowboarding this weekend, with NL<br /><br />want some water <br /><br />to far<br /><br />hate snow <br /><br />want sunshine<br /><br />gunna go do my lab report for miss.a i hate her and her <br />stupid lab reports with no point to them<br /><br />and then shower<br /><br />drink tea<br /><br />go to bed<br /><br />hopefully this day will end soon <br /><br />good night urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:4775 2004-03-10T02:49:48Z 2004-03-10T02:53:34Z blah blah blah....<br /><br />im bored...<br /><br />every night i drink tea to help me fall asleep and its working im tired. but dont wanna go to bed. <br /><br />party dresses and dancing this friday night, should be fun <br /><br /> i hate time<br /><br />hate miss.A, i took a test the other day and because i didnt write the answer in CAPITAL letters she took off 1 point for every lowercase letter i wrote, and i wrote like 10 lowercase letters<br /><br />i did not enjoy the snow today. <br /><br />i wanna go to the beach<br /><br />i love the sun <br /><br /><br /><br />in like a lion out like a lamb<br /><br />i wanna go buy stuff<br /><br /><br />i wanna go swimming<br /><br />3 months left of school.<br /><br /><br />im going to fall asleep soon <br /><br />i can feel it<br /><br />goodnight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:4474 2004-02-25T01:35:51Z 2004-02-25T01:35:51Z THE OLD LADY ON THE MENTOS COMICAL,IS A FREAK. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE SAYS ALL I SEE IS AN OLD LADY SITTING ON AN AIRPLANE AND SHE MOVES HER CHAIR UP AND DOWN AND SHE LOOKS LIKE SMOKED SOMETHING BEFORE SHE GOT ON THE PLANE. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:4255 2004-02-22T19:16:47Z 2004-02-22T19:16:47Z yay!! i finally got my computer back the cable thing broke so i couldnt go on for a long time, <br /><br />i wanna go out today its soo pretty out. <br /><br />im watching Dazed and Confused. such a great movie. <br /><br />this weekend i didnt drink at all. im kinda proud of myself.<br /><br />im boreddddddddddd urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:3870 2004-02-14T06:24:32Z 2004-02-14T06:24:32Z ahhh, getting sick, i have a sore sore throat, i hate that, out of everything i could get, i got a sore throat!<br /><br />last night i was drinking with some people and this guy was there and he was 38 years old and i think to myself i never want to be that pathetic, that i would be drinking with 16 year old kids, that just scares me. <br /><br />tonight went to pats house with andrew and cole, pat made me a card, sometimes he can be cool. today i had gum and i got sooo hyper, i love it when i get hyper!!! last night before i drank i got pixie sticks and red bull to make me crazy but that didnt work, and apiece of bubble gum made me insane,thats "confusion with a K", i love piscos quotes. but thats what makes him pisco i guess. pats gunna come get me to go to wendys now and i think thats crazy cause he doesnt have his license yet but were badass what can i say urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:3595 2004-02-08T21:10:59Z 2004-02-08T21:10:59Z senses fail yesterday went to andrew's band practice and they are really good. then went to burger king then sara's house. drank, slept over nicoles and danced all night long. <br /><br />today sunday ritual. i love sundays. <br /><br />i havent been to a show in awhile, im excited to see early november. i really want to see brandnew but that wont be happening to soon. i have been drinking blue gaterade like crazy today. i love that stuff urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:3515 2004-02-06T03:41:50Z 2004-02-06T03:43:14Z GOONIES! must i say more IM WATCHING THE GOONIES!!! i love the goonies soo much its one of my favorite movies in the whole world. <br /><br />today my younger sister who is 14 was like my friend today and i found that weird cause we hate each other,<br /><br />today i stayed home from school cause i had a real bad cold this morning, but im feeling alot better because i took alot of cold medicine and drank sooo many glasses of orange juice and had alot of soup. every time im sick thats what i do and i feel all better by the next day. <br /><br />i dont agree with people who get messed up everyday or almost everyday, i get messed up on the weekends sometimes but i think your body needs a break. <br /><br />you know how they made tic-tacs 30% bigger, well they keep the bottle the same size so wouldnt that mean they give you less.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:3203 2004-02-03T23:59:18Z 2004-02-04T02:02:30Z straylight run f yeahhh its raining, i love the rain.. i love dancing in the summer rain. since today was to cold to dance outside me and NL danced in her house listening to the postal service in fancy dresses. <br /><br />YAY!! going to see The Early November i believe on the 20th which should be most wonderful. <br /><br />yesterday i didn't go to school, i ate poptarts like crazzy i couldnt stop there soo good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:2921 2004-02-01T16:12:36Z 2004-02-01T16:12:36Z last night was bad with my parents telling me some depressing news.<br /><br />Then went to saras drank my sorrows away, i got oh so drunk. when i came home i passed out. <br /><br />my sister goes back to college today.<br /><br />i cant wait for summer. i want to go swimming. i tried swimming in my bathtub but its not the same.<br /><br />the mornings after i get drunk i lay in bed and i try to remember what happened last night and the conversations that took place and i remember alot and that surprised me <br /><br />i wonder if were doing our sunday ritual today. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:2793 2004-01-31T23:22:43Z 2004-01-31T23:22:43Z eisley like whoaa blah. last night wasnt fun at all.. i hung out with some people and i dont know them or i never talked to them and they were not cool, no way. i slept over cerb's with cole, for life i will be forever disgusted with cerb. not cool, no way. today went for brunch with cole. we are such big tippers, i bet we made that ladys day. then went to the mall. tonight i am drinking, last night i went to the liquor store and told rich to get me a small bottle of vodka and instead he got me 2 big bottles and i never got to drink it,im gunna save them for me and cole tonight but right now i have them in possession.....Oh the temptation. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:2385 2004-01-26T23:25:56Z 2004-01-26T23:25:56Z ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm im ever so sorry in not writing..but i guess i have been busy and forgot i had one.. nothing really that spectacular has happen since i have last wrote. ummm.. i hate mondays.. there not cool.. i think on sundays im gunna stop drinking cause on mondays im really tired and i was nauseated ,but i do love our sunday rituals. Dinner Time! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:2285 2003-12-23T03:04:00Z 2003-12-23T03:13:12Z matchbook romance hey there,i havent wrote in such a long time.<br />this weekend wasnt that bad didnt do to much.<br />friday evening i went over to patricks house.<br />saturday night went to tracis sweet 16 party.<br />following the party we went to patricks home.<br />sunday me,cole,and andrew went to pats again.<br />andi relized patrick is one big spoiled brat.<br />but thats okay i guess i need to go shopping.<br />tomorrow i think i might go with pat or cole.<br />my mother is letting me use the credit card .<br />shes insane, tomorrow half day! horrrayyyyy .<br />im so bored i did everything their is to do . urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:1885 2003-12-17T04:30:43Z 2003-12-17T04:30:43Z rich girls like whoa I WANT THE WEEKEND. today i went out to eat with colies family. i never wanna have kids EVER. they cry wayy to much. chapstick is a great thing. i got to drive andrews car today it was crazy like whoa. mike drove today and i think i did a better job.. at dinner nl's dad drank in front of me and i tried to convince him to get me one but he wouldnt do it.. i dont like it when people drink in front of me i get jealous urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:1613 2003-12-16T02:08:51Z 2003-12-16T02:08:51Z story of the year today was soo crazy, i didnt even have a full 3 hours of sleep last night i was on the phone with patrick for a long time and some parts werent so great, oh well back to new. i was tired all day and i fell asleep so many times in school but when i was sleeping i was like dead sleeping, this 6th grader who was hugee almost beat me up today cause he thought i was laughing at him but i wasnt and he got in my face and started yelling at me soo i got colie and she showed him who was boss. i drove like for 2 hours tonight i asked my sister if she wanted to drive around so i drove around aimlessly i like to drive but im horrible at it. blah blah.. i have alot of homework but i dont wanna do it. i cant wait till the summer i wanna go to the beach and see the lighting bugs and the summer sky is so pretty and reminds me of all the nights meeting people and all the fun stuff we would do and how outgoing we all were and now that its winter everybodys like zombies and dead. the snow is lovely .. if it snowed in the summer and wasnt cold and had that summer sky it would be a perfect night. i hate the week i want the weekend soo bad and i have still have like 3 days left tuesday,wednesday,and thursday. i think jesse lacy has a pretty face im drinking cherry coke like whoa urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:1356 2003-12-13T19:41:11Z 2003-12-13T19:41:11Z laughing city-eisley im feeling better today, alot better, i think that nl is an angel , she helps with everything she makes me laugh. patrick is a crazy kid and hes been calling me all day, but this morning i wasnt home but since i walked in the door my phone rang like 87648941 times so i called nicole cause the phone just had to stop ringing. THE EARLY NOVEMBER IN 1 DAY!!!i think i might go to the city today. eisley is a great band there music makes me a happy-mellow mood. im gunna hit the showers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:1267 2003-12-13T04:55:21Z 2003-12-13T04:55:21Z i hate you. i never hated someone as much as i hate you! tonight i thought it was gunna be fun and drink, well tonight was horrible i had this huge fight with my boyfriend and like i left his house and colie was there and i started crying and ahhhhhh huge mess and we didnt talk the rest of the night i hate himmmmmmmm... but before i hung out with him me and nicole did taret cards and it said a bunch of crazy stuff about my love life and it happened wow i hate him .. i wasted my time on him, what a boyfriend he is ... i need a drink ahhh im gunna go lay down and listen to some brandnew... night urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:literatexstylsh:1021 2003-12-12T01:50:51Z 2003-12-12T01:50:51Z Oh God Dammit-Hot Hot Heat today i went to school and i was oh so tired. it felt i didnt sleep last nigth .. but i did. after school i was badass and didnt go to track.. hopefully they dont notice but if they do i got a plan. instead i went to nl's house whitch was neat she set my live journal and waved my hair with the waving iron. its crazy, i want it to be friday night like now cause i really wanna drink some alcholic beverages i havent drank in such a long time. blah i want pizza its downstairs but i dont think i wanna walk . i wish it was raining. today in history it was raining and i sat next to the window and just watched the rain come down and i wanted to read a good book. i havent read a book scince summer reading, i dont mind reading but i dont have time. i wanna start painting but i cant draw so i dont think they will be sucessful paintings. im gunna join yoga after track i heard it makes you taller and im oh so short that i will do anything for a little more hight.